2008/10/02
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I don't know what to write. I don't know how to feel either... I hope it all goes away and all is beautiful again... I smoked half a pack of ciggies today, bought this morning out of desperation Gives me something to stick into my mouth to stop the crying... If i'm not smoking, I'm singing to the songs on the laptop. Except eating, which will make me fat n you might dislike me then. Anything to stop the crying. I hate crying...
Posted by the babe @ 10:52 PM
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