2006/09/06
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it's been quite a while...i haven't been online...i haven't been at my laptop...i haven't really been home....
these few days were mainly spent at his place..helping with the moving n enjoying the company...alton is with Rei at Urban Pooch...n i'm glad he's there...helps with his recent anxiety problems whenever i leave him...
the days i were at home, i spent it with my books, my mags, my computer games...doing things i like doing...
i realised i stopped chatting on the phone...
because i guess we're not gonna chat like that anymore...
because i ended it...
i really need to live alone now...
no, not that i'm not ready to settle down...but i can't....
i don't want to work in a retail shop my whole life. i don't want to do something i don't like for the rest of my life to earn my retirement. i want to enjoy work. i want a simple life. a nice home. someone to love. to be with. to live for. i'm trying to make my career work so i don't have to make it a problem for my life with that special someone.
it's that simple...
but how many people see Silver Ang as just this little girl who still lives for love, n the simple things in life?
or do they see this girl who dreams of fame n just enjoys being in the limelight...who can't be bothered about others' feelings n lives life for herself?
i'm just me.
the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return... - i still believe in it
Posted by the babe @ 12:59 AM
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