2006/05/04
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smsed her to ask if she wanted to come n spa. insisted on a 'no'. darling, if u're gonna have urself treated, don't say u're too busy. health is never less important than work. don wait until u can't afford to go to work anymore cos it hurts so bad... i do care... n don tell me u don want to go cos it's HIS shop. so wat if it's his shop. I, yes, ME, will be tending to u, not him. n y would u mind if it's HIS shop anyway, unless u tell me there will be some jealousy or imbalance involved... I wouldn't mind if SHE decided to ask me to go to HER shop or even to ask me out...i learnt, darling, a big heart does get u further... enough with the crap, pls, listen to me, like..for once...in aeons...allow me to treat ur back...
no i didn't lie on purpose that i was with qiuting. i just didn't tell u until later. coz i didn't want u to be angry with qiuting for not telling u earlier that she was with me. i didn't want my presence to be felt, coz tt would affect your conversation with her. i was just upset, that's all, that u hardly tried to contact me...even after so long...
i'm sorry i said i was disappointed in u. i was. put yourself in my shoes, n u would too. i was disappointed, but that doesn't mean i'd given up on u. u will, no matter what, still be my friend. remember we once said we would? even confidantes? =) i felt bad after i slammed the phone on u. i promise i won't ever again, okay? n promise not to lose ur patience with me again, okay?
time will heal...
Posted by the babe @ 1:55 AM
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